Love can kill

a boy has a crush on a girl but was too shy to tell her that he loved her. The girl secretly loved the boy too but was also too shy to tell him that she loved him....

everyday he sees her walking in the pedestrain line going to him because he was standing in the bus stop. it was quiet but within that silence. they could hear their heart beat rising and was beating faster.

the girl was waiting for the boy to make the move but she hopeless think that he does not love her. the boy was gathering up his courage to just asked her name but it was not eanough.

then one day... the boy finally gathered all his courage up into that one day.... this courages were his childhood courage that he is saving up for this particular day.... he wrote a letter containing and describing how he is in love with her and give it to her...

the boy was waiting for the girl in the bus stop standing there and his heart pumping so fast... then finally the girl came and was walking towards him... the boy ran towards her and pushed her out the way.. the girl saw the boy got hit by a car.. then a piece of paper floated down to her lap..

she read it..

"I cannot promise anything to someone like you. It is because my heart cannot comprehend the fact that one day---I may break that promise

...So ... I may not promise you to have happiness with me, nor may I promise you that we will last forever...

But one thing is for sure is that I’m just a boy---who is in love with a girl---a girl that is not Just a girl---but A girl who I can truly say that I love---

And that is you...

>pause< loving isn't the same---if I love alone but it doesn't matter at all---because loving you brought the best out of me... so loving isn't mere obligation, but it is a test---that a boy like me should pass because without taking this test, I will be complete---because loving you is my completeness---my whole life's mission... loving you is me, knowing my inner being-- it is me knowing myself better... well, I just wanted you to know that---and I don't expect you to react immediately---but as a boy with this feeling---I cannot just contain it all because if I would not tell you, I would be lying to myself---which would truly hurt me so as I end this letter, I am opening a new chapter in my life...a life looking forward to receive the same kind of love I have for you

Forgive me because when I’m near you I cant seem to trust myself---I’m scared of making mistakes in front of you---then I end up acting like a fool but it is ok---because at least I know that I made you smile...."

then the girl went to the boy who was already dead and kissed his lips and said "i love you, i will keep your letter by my side reminding me how i truly loved you. please wait for me in the other side"

the next day, the girl never woked up in her sleep....