Sunday, June 25, 2006

Guardian Angel Anthony


wonder why, how i got the Anthony in my name well here it is... Anthony came from the St. Anthony of Padua, he is the patron for the lost... whenever i lost something or when i feel lost i pray to him for guidance and helping it find it.. well it works all the time...
i got the Anthony in my name because of my mom, because she was praying so hard for a child to be born in the feast day of st. Anthony of Padua and because of her mother, her mother was a devoted to st. Anthony.. so she was praying so hard for a child to give birth of the his feast day which June 13...
so at Quezon city hospital it was around june 10 when my mom was rush to the hospital because she is ready to give birth.. but it was a false alarm even so she still stayed becaue her doctor told her she was going to give birth this month so she stayed... at june 11 1987 she went to mass in the hospital and asked a father (i cant remember the name) to pray for her to give birth on june 13... so the father prayed over her... then june 13 came. my mother was in the hospital chapel where the same father came to her and said "come with me, and he gave my mother a st. anthony card and said today your going to give birth then it happened i was born weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Friday, June 23, 2006

100% addiction to anime

the eyes, hair, body and the cuteness. yes this is anime, the art of drawing by the japanese.. anime is very different from other cartoons because of how deep the colors is.
i started to loved anime when i was grade 3 in southridge, where my brother showed me, my first anime.. Raijin Oh.. yeah the after that i started to watched different anime like ranma 1/2 and other animes from a to z..
when i was young i wanted to be a cartoon because of the fact that cartoons doesnt die and all. then when i realized that no one can be a cartoon my dream job is a cartoonist.
well i fell in love with anime because of the anime girls there so pretty and most of the anime i've seen, i saw all the girls are so pretty and there are so less ugly ones, i wish there is a world like that (hhhaahha) and my dream girl must have a occupation of loving an anime to so we could discuss it weeeeeeee... well thats some of my history thanks

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

SHADOWS


By: John Paul Miranda and Michal Pasaporte
A soft cool breeze crawls up my spine, the whistle of pine trees passing towards me, the loving smell of newly cut grass and the low humidity that hits my bare skin--- this haven must be Baguio. Baguio a peaceful, relaxing town that had been covered with the natures secrets from the very start of time. Where tranquility of nature had been roaming around the mountaintop. In a small subdivision inside Baguio lives a girl who has a common boy problem and her name is Rina Spinoza.
.."Life seems like an unending loop of mistakes..", Rina shares to her friend Michalle Hobbes, having her heart being hurt a couple of times, Rina wants to conclude that life, itself, is just a series of UNFORTUNATE events for her. Having their conversation grow into something much more than friendly chatter...the two girls got into more intense feelings of doubt, hatred and fear of loving once again. Michalle jumps into the hole of endless murmurs that invade the mind of her dear friend Rina, .."Girl, you have to start over again...let your heart love again, but keep a part of it for yourself....." suddenly, as they strode quite briskly down the rugged pathway, Rina bumped into this figure--- A tall, lanky, dark guy figure having this distinct southern trawl in him... to be precise, then the figure move towards her and stretched out a helping hand and said with a low clear voice .."are you alright?.." as she touch the hands of the stranger, goose bumps started to arise in her skin. Her head felt light and her heart felt as if it stood still then suddenly the stranger said .."damn I.."m already late.." then the stranger said goodbye and sorry to her and left in an instance... .."That was strange..", Rina whispered. She turned to see where that guy went, but he was nowhere to be found. So with the strange feeling that she had felt they went to house of Rina in Scout Barrio subdivision Rina entered the blue gate which matched their roof---it wasnt just a house--it was a home it was her mom.."s home and now it was hers too...so in the room of Rina, she started to share how she felt when she touched the strangers hands to Michalle .."Who would have the nerve to hit me while walking?.." AAAAUGHHH!!! .."NO manners not even the will to say that it was his FAULT!.."AUUUGHHH said the angry Rina but in fairness with his gaze, and that mysterious aura in his presence---he sticks to my mind, Michalle. .."Hmmm. here we go again. Infatuation, girl, plain infatuation....."Michalle said, but in her mind she knew that HE might be the one.... .."Oh yeah, do you want to go to this dinner party with me.." said Michalle with a rush...and Rina automatically said .."sure.." The night sky was almost nearly perfect... and the stars were in the right place... the party was held in a satin tent near one of the orchards of their close friend Rina was wearing this sleek black cocktail dress that flowed with her wavy hair...she was wearing her faithful heels to bring her up to that height that showed off her physique... the party went on nicely until Rina.."s calf aches which sends her to quietly sit at the corner of that tent she takes off her shoe, and raises her leg up a seat then suddenly she realizes this figure in front of her in a low voice he says, .."miss, Im sorry, but this is my seat....." so he grabs another chair, and helps her get comfy... and they talk the night away--- After the best night of Rinas unromantic life, Rina went over extatically to Michalles pad to tell her friend about her dream come true, Rina slumps down on the couch with a smile at pace then sighs, what a night! she said in a shouting tone. Michalle with curiosity asked, hmmmyou look flushed, what is the name of the guy that made you this way? OMG! Rina replied in a screaming manner. She continuously banged her head not so hardly on the wall repeatedly saying STUPID, STUPID, STUPID!!!!!. After a few minutes of anger, tears filled her eyes I didnt get his name again. Weeks and months passed by, with both guilt and anger to oneself, Rina went back to her dull life, but turned out to be a house bum. A year passed, and still the same, Michalle asked her, uh, Rina, I know you dont like going out much, because of you know whatbut as a friend would you, be a chaperone, Im meeting an old friend way back. Come on, girl, puhlease?! Rina nods and says sure, why notok dont worry about me, its nothing? At the café Starbucks, two friends settle down in a table for three waiting for the special guest. Rina, uninterested, reads a magazine as she sips a cup of caramel frappucino. The sun shines brightly but there a tall, lanky figure casts a shadow on her face. could this be him? she asks herself. Michalle says ahead, Rina, meet Jason Mirandola, Jason, meet Rina then slowly Rinas head peeked out of her magazine slowly glancing from foot to head hoping it was the one hi, there, Jason says. Rina looks in shock, then tears fell down, silently wiping her eyes, she says sorry for the tears, this is just me, hi there. Jason grabs for his handkerchief and hands it to her, she takes it humbly.
The threesome talk the Jason ends up inviting both to a party. Michalle backs out and gives certain reasons to not go. Rina solemnity accepts. At the party. Rina enters the restaurant and heads for the assigned table where she was to meet Jason. She sees a guy seated on her assigned chair. She clears her throat then says excuse me, youre seated on my chair the guy glanced back, seeing Rina standing near, their eyes met with familiarity. Rinas heart sped like a thousand miles per second. But before anybody could talk, a woman sits silently still hanging on, then says, uh, so Jason your new girl?! Jason says, no, shes my new friend, the woman stands up and says, she calls Rina, you too? Rina stands up and follows. The girl is named, Claire and starts to talk with rina, so, Im warning you, Jason isnt as gentlemanly as he seems and by the way, I didnt know that you have met my new BF, Johnny, you guys seem as if youve known each other since birth.? Rina cautiously says slowly, No, Johnny is a nobody, just met recently Rina keeps her tears inside as they returned to the table. Claire repeats the question so, Johnny, Rina, howd yall really meet? both replied, uhshes/ hes a nobody, just met awhile ago. Johnny and Rina said. Dinner was a silent one. And Jason bought Rina home afterward. Rina cries herself to sleep, then at 4 am, Michalle calls Rina, I know you dont care but this drama is too much for me. My close friend and his recent GF just broke up few hours ago, and all because of another girl?! Would you believe it?! Rina yawns. Go to sleep, Michalle! and hangs the phone. The next morning Michalle goes into Rinas pad and storms in. dragging Rina out of bed and scolding her for hanging up on her. you owe me a frap, you girly sissy Rina smiles, ok, frap would do.
The two walked to Starbucks and Rina finds a seat. While Michalle walked to the counter to order. two fraps and a cheesecake, Mindy. The somebody taps her shoulder and said make it three fraps and a cheesecake pls. With a low but charming voice. The familiar sound traveled from the ear of Michalle, which made Michalle turn quickly to look who it was. oh its you, Mr. Cavendish so how was the breakup going? Michalle asked, uhIm doing better. Mr. Cavendish said. I see you bought a friend along he said as he saw the back physique of Michalles friend. The two walked towards the table, and Rina didnt peek out from her book. Rina felt a shadow cast upon her. She didnt look up, until that tall, lanky figure said, hi, there, stranger, this time I must get your name. Rina smiles up to Johnny and saidwhat took you so long??? well to be honest its difficult to find a nameless goddess. Johnny said with a smile

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

the most beautiful holy loving best mom in the world


that is my mom, the one that endured the pain of giving birth to six lovely children. she was the one that made us feel important. she was the one supporting us in plays, games, and all that jazz.. she was the best mother that child can have and luckily she got six. she loved us, prayed for us, comfort us and even made us feel guilty all the time..

i loved her so much.. that whenever she brings me to school, she will alwasy asked me to pray the rosary with her and i always said yes because that would make her smile.. whenever she was going to mass in the school chapel i was the one who was serving the mass and after the mass i would go to her and kiss her in the cheek.. she is a hardworking mom... she raised all of us in the bestest way. she made all the other moms envy her because of her children and thats us.

but all living thing must come to and end. im telling you how she died because i want you to see how important you mom is and if you lose her then you will regret it for your life and will say "if only" she turned 59 in january 31 2006, where she celebrate her birthday in the hospital with ate jesica and me.. she was in the hospital because of chemotherapy for cancer.. i was angry at her because she wants me on her side because i want to attend my friends birthday party but i didnt and stayed with her... then after that we went home and on february 4 2006 she got sick of diarhea, so we imediately brought her to the hospital.. then after a day she was moaning in pain and cant even talk to us.. i was the one who stayed with her in the hospital that morning.. and she was calling my name... the after that i saw her looking at the blank wall and was shouting "mama" and then i realized that my lola was there and she was already to pick up my mom.. then at around 12am in the morning she had an heart attack.. the my brother , my 3 sisters and i came rushing to the ICU then there the she died but she was shocked again so we could see her one last time in this living world then as her heartbeat started to slowly fall down.. we could see her in her dying breathe.. we are the lucky ones because we saw her die and that changed a lot of me..

so please i hope this post message will help you strengthen your love to your mom because if you lose her, your just going to say "if only i was with her everyday"

I LOVE YOU MOM!!!!!!!!!

Friday, June 16, 2006

she has a gun

she made me do it waaahh! she has a gun pointed at me at the back so everyone will not see it... please call for help..

well this is my sister, my lil sister to be precise, she is one annoying sister that i have and dont get me started with the other three.. so lets continue she is so annoying that she can kill someone with her annoyness if theres a word for that, she has the innocent of a child, the sweetest smile and softest voice but beneath those innocence. there is this terror that is worst than anything, worst than the torture of osama bin landin its the death of her voice that will kill you so help me, please help me before she use me again with her experiments, her teddy bears there are like the torture, her clips are like the poisonous and her bedroom is deadly so thats my lil sis so please help me

My First Blog

new blog means newbie for me well this is my first time making a blog, so dont expect anything nice, beautiful, extravagant or perfect so please just bare with it...

well im just typing this message because i just want to see if its nice to look in my blog, so im just writing anything i want (laugh) so lets begin:
1st: red is my color
2nd: anime is my thing
3rd: im a small pilipino in the big USA
4th: i like the color of blood
5th: i love nurses a lot
6th: my birthday in the 6th month of the year
7th: i loved the movie se7en
8th: time is short, so wear long pants
9th: i love my sister jenny, maymay, kristine and claire
10th: im a virgin but unavaible
11th: dreaming of having a six packs
12th: im a religious person
13th: my birthday lies on 13th day if the month
14th: i love caffaine
15th: my girlfriends birthday lies on the same month as i did but in the 15th day
16th: i love a girl name Karina Gonzalo Gutlay (save the best for last)