Dream Room

a small room can be enough to fit my dream room....

lets start with the walls, one side of the wall will be hang by picture frames and bellow that wall will be my japanese bed.... at the other side, there will be a white square paint for the projector... then connected to the projector are my computer and PS3 so i could play in a big kickass screen... then one side will be a shelf full of ANIME MANGA!!! wohoo...!!

then there's another shelf that is all literature and learning books....

then of course my study table will be beside my bed so i can go
straight to sleep after...

then my closet will be near the door...

at the door there will be a mirror...

well that's about it

Importance of Her Letters

Letters are indirect ways of being brave
on the things people wants to say..

like saying i love you, people needs to have a lot of
guts just to say it infront of them.. but a letter
is a way to say it to them indirectly but
brave...


like saying sorry, people are too embarass
to say sorry face to face but with a letter
they are preparing to say sorry in person..

like saying Happy Holidays, people are too
busy saying Merry Christmas, Happy New Year,
Happy Birthday or Congratulations to all the
people they know, that is why they send letters
instead..

but for me, it's different when i recieve HER letters
to me.. Her letters are true treasures that she herself
made for me, only of me..

her letters are so long that it take me days of undying
happiness to read it... her letters are like her love indirectly
saying how much she loves me and she has proven it
to me more than two letters per week..

even though her letters are so overdue, i will
still wait for it because i know how much effort she
has put into it.. i know her letters will come...
she writes 12pages per letter per month
FRONT AND BACK..
i can't even write 5pages front and back..

that is why i treasure HER letters because
i know that her lovely hands are sacrificing
because of a difficult deal that we made...
her hands are so sore because her labor to love..

i can only hope that i am making her happy or
making her smile a little because the sacrifices
she made for our relationship is undescribable...

i can only hope that i please her

Importance of Her letters are too sublime that
even words can never discribe it....

Her letters are like her Hugs and Kisses
that are longing to reach me...

Only my heart can handle the love that is
contained in Her Letters...

i love you!!!

Spirited Away Christmas

My very first Christmas in America was a silent night..
Nothing after midnight the people are asleep...
Everything is Silent
That's why they invented the song "Silent Night"
Some people in America seems to have lost the true meaning of
Christmas..
It's not about gifts giving
or partying out
or working
It's about a child, who was born
in Bethlehem..

Christmas is also about
Family and Friends
but i still don't feel that Christmas spirit
half of my family is stuck in Philippines
my friends are in Philippines

how can i feel christmas if i dont even
have all of my friends and my family?

we ended up openning our gifts around 10:30 pm
which is not tradition in our family
we usually open our gifts when midnight strikes

we went to mass around 6pm
but we usually go around 9pm

we ate our noche buena around 8pm
but we usually eat at 10:30pm

at after openning our gifts we just sat at home
but we usually go out and meet up with our friends

compare and contrast... i still want to spend christmas
in the Philippines...

this is my first christmas anyways might as well wait for
next year.. i'm sure it will change...

well Merry Christmas to all
and have a happy New Year!!

A letter

The misty air swept across the morning sunshine, the sun’s rays penetrated into my window, the birds singed their morning hymns and I was entering reality. It was a beautiful morning to go outside, walk, look and breathe the freshly created air by those generous plants. I sat down in my bed, I yawned the best yawn and went to the bathroom and washed my face, I went downstairs and got a plate of eggs and bacon, went up, sat at my desk and ate it. This is my routine every morning.

but now it changed... i usually go down stairs after waking up and check if there's a letter from me that my love wrote... if there is'nt then there's another day to look but if there is... a blue small envelope, a red small envelope, a big brown envelope or a long plain white envelope.. then i would rush down, i don't even care if i trip going down, i just need to get THE LETTER, my letter from my love.

this has been a routine for me for the past 9 months of my life and you know what THIS IS WHAT I LOOK FOWARD TOO every single morning of my new improve life....

i love you honey, cupcake, sukide, love, ichigo and sweetheart!!

WeiRd DreAM

i woke up and was ready to open karina's present at christmas then suddenly when i went to see it beneath the christmas tree is was open?? WTF!! who would open it.. i asked everyone who opened it no one seems to tell the truth so i was in mad rage throwing their presents and said who the hell openned my gift... i was really mad!!! because that gift was so special to me i would open it at christmas morning but no.. some else got to open it so i went balistic!!!

then my cellphone rang and i answered it and the guy their said are mr. john paul miranda? and i said yes... could you please go down here, i have a parcel for you??

then i woke up, it was real, my phone was in my right hand i jumped down in bed and went down the stair bare footed to recieve my love's gift for me..

now ill be hiding it in case someone tries to open it hahha

i love you karina!!
12/20/06 11:24am